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I WAS OK AFTER MEDS WERE AJUSTED CORRECTLY.ABOUT ONE YEAR LATER I FOUND OUT I WAS PREGANT FOR MY DAUGHTER!!! HAD A HARD TIME BECAUSE BEING PREGANT CAUSED ME TO HAVE MORE SEIZURES!!!!I HAD MANY SEIZURES WHILE PREGANT FOR HER,BUT I CARRIED HER TILL MY 9TH MONTH SHE SHE WAS BEAUTIFUL,CHUBBY,AND ATE ALOT!!!!!! DAD HELPED ALOT BECAUSE I WAS STILL SICK,SO BY THAT TIME I HAD A STROKE,ENDED UP WITH A SEIZURE DISORDER,AND 2 C-SECTIONS. ONLY TO FIND OUT WHEN MY DAUGHTER WAS 3 YRS OLD THAT I HAD CERVICAL CANCER AND NEEDED A HYSTERECTOMY!!!!! I WAS TERRIFIED!! TO SAY THE LEAST. I WENT THRU THE SURGERY AND WAS FINE.THRU THE YEARS I WENT THRU MANY OTHER SURGERYS,STILL KEEPING MYSELF GOING FOR MY FAMILY.THEN IN 1999 I WAS 29 YRS OLD AND WAS TOLD I HAD BREAST CANCER!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH MY GOD!!!!WHAT NEXT I SAID. I HAD TO GO THRU MANY WEEKS OF RADIATION,CHEMO,LOST ALL MY HAIR!IT WAS SO LONG AS IN THE PIC.I WAS SICK ALOT,AND ALWAYS IN BED.MY BOSS HELD MY JOB FOR ME,I WAS SO APPRECIATIVE OF THAT.

HE WAS SO TINY I WAS AFFRAID TO HOLD HIM.AND BATH HIM ESPECIAALY,DAD HELPED ME WITH THAT.THERE WILL BE MORE PICS AS I CONTINUE WITH MY STORY.

THIS IS MY LITTLE MAN

THIS IS HIM TODAY

HAVE TO SKIP OVER MY STORY TO HERE BECAUSE HE LEFT TODAY!!! HE IS GOING TO ARKANSAS,WITH A FRIEND.SHE IS VERY NICE HER NAME IS JORDAN, SHE'S BEAUTIFUL! HE MET HER ONLINE,THEY R GOOD FRIENDS. I AM HAVING A REAL HARD TIME WITH THIS,BEEN CRYING ALL DAY!!!!!!!!! BUT I HAVE THAT RIGHT IM MOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!

We stayed at the hospital

Together my son and I,when the nurses would bring him in to me I would get so excited as any mom would to be with there child that I would start having seizures!!!! So they would have to take him out of the room.BELIEVE me I KNEW WHEN THESE seizures were coming on (still do to this day)!!So I knew to let them know.I was on so much medication it was crazy!!!We finially got to go home.My husband helped so much,and still went to work.But we were in constant contact.One of the meds they had me on was phenabarbotol,a drug to help control seizers,and dilantin also,the milligrams were realy high.I WAS HAVING TROUBLE staying awake!!!! I would fall asleep while talking on the phone!! Finally one day I was walking thru my house when I just fell thank god I was not holding the baby!!! My equal libreiam was going hay wire I COULD NOT STAND WITHOUT falling.My huusband rushed me to the hospital where they said my dilantin level was so high it could possibly have killed me!!!! I was so scared!they kept me there while a nurirologist saw me and lowered my level dramaticly.He could not understand why they had me on so much medication.